Part II

 When I found him, I cried a bit and tried to explain to him why I was upset, and then couldn’t stop crying.  I’ve been working so hard trying to ignore my IVF baggage for the last few months, and now it is back in the front of my head.  It’s keeping me awake and I am crying while I sit here and write this.  What am I going to do?  I never cared how old I am, but not it’s like I am so depressed about turning 35 all of a sudden, it feels like the beginning of the end – that is honestly how it feels.  I just don’t know what I am going to do.

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