I was never one to be happy to just watch…

I’ve had an EXTREMELY frustrating day.

We’ve started work on building the extension on the house and I’ve spent most of the day WATCHING other people do the work.  Does anyone have any idea of how FRUSTRATING this can be?

It’s like WATCHING people set up tents at festival…
or like WATCHING people trying to cook a big dinner party by themselves…
or like WATCHING someone clean your house when you should do it yourself
or like WATCHING your 50- something Mom clean your gutters!!!!!!!

IT DRIVES ME NUTS NOT TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS SHIT FOR MYSELF!!!!

It’s ridiculously strange how much it fills me with anxiety….  the sitting around watching people do the work and not being able to contribute.    🙁    

Not happy.


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