OMG. My back hurts… I know I’ve been writing about my stupid back for years, and how it bothers me every single day… hell even I’m sick to death of my own bitching and moaning about my shitty back. But I can’t think about anything but fucking back pain pissing me off whenever I try to do any little thing. I couldn’t sleep last night…. I was doped up to the eyeballs on codeine based pain killers and other good stuff that was making me feel very dopey. But just couldn’t sleep. So it was like midnight before I dozen off… and I woke up just after 4am and couldn’t get back to sleep. Which means I’ve spent the day feeling like my eyeballs have been coated with sandpaper and people are talking to me underwater. And that’s kinda crap on top of the not insignificant pain that’s screaming at me everytime I try to lift my arms up or do something really adventurous like turn my head. Sniff, sniff… and my left foot still hurts too….
I need new shoes!!! (wait I already said that!)
So shit all round really… trying to rest but unable to sleep, feeling vague from the drugs, unable to concentrate and for reasons I can’t explain I chose to watch that Hairspray movie today. Shrug… I don’t know what possessed me – it were crap.
But worse than that stupid crap film was the bad news that the nasty arse insurance company is going to fix my car, which will no doubt never be the same again. 🙁 Maybe Surly was right…. I must have been one helluva bitch in a former life cos I seem to have so much constant crap raining down on me in this one! On the upside… this has given me something to complain about other than the shit at my work!
PS – Thanks everyone who called or pinged me on the MSN to see if I was still alive and kicking… it’s nice to know that people are thinking of you while you’re falling into a self indulgent downward spiral of self pity! 🙂
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