Even once in a while when you’ve been a nob or done something that you reflect on and it doesn’t do you credit, life throws you a ‘phone a friend’ and gives you an opportunity to be ‘the bigger person’ and try to set things right. I find it doesn’t happen that often as I rarely act without considered forethought regarding the consequences of my actions, the feelings and reactions of others and whether I’m actually emotionally invested enough to act at all.
Today one such an opportunity arose where I could a big person and try and mend a destroyed bridge of my own making and apologize for my actions on an occasion when I threw out my best knee jerk reactions and went ‘blargh’ all over the place without thinking about someone else’s feelings. And I did it not once, not twice, but three times.
I was majorly pissed off but acting like I did doesn’t help fix anything and certainly doesn’t remove or undo the damage. So I am sorry BigSal I will try to wind my head in, in the future…
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